So I voted the other day. I was a little nervous. There were A LOT of old people. I saw someone from high school. The people working there were so excited I was a first time voter. The man in front of me talked to me but he wasn't very nice so I didn't respond care to speak to him. It surprised me how long the line was but that's good that people are voting.

I also saw HSM3 and it was SOO much better than I thought it would be. I'm kind of embarrassed to say that but it was fantastic lol.

Went on a walking tour of Jacksonville and it was scary. Like airplane scary. Not a fan of whoever invited the monorail.

Saw everyone important to me this past weekend...minus Daniel. This coming weekend is Halloween and FL/GA! Let's see what happens...

(+) my teacher fixing her mistake and my exam grade actually being 80%
(+) canceling my book order from the school book store
(+) ordering the book i need from amazon!
(-) feeling sick
(+/-) maybe going to gainesville this weekend
(+) new 90210
(+) new season of Ellen!
(+) dancing!..unrelated to Ellen.
(-) my face breaking out :(
(-) being so tired and having so much homework to do

Soo The VMAs...
(+) Love Russell Brand & I'm excited for Forgetting Sarah Marshall on DVD
(-) Jordin Sparks needs to get some action and learn to take a joke
(-) Christina Aguliera needs to learn how to lyp-synch
(+) Yay for Britney winning all the awards she was nominated for..no matter how weird that is.
(-) Tokio Hotel.....

Now...
(-) Getting a 78 on my history exam
(+) Seeing the class average for the exam was barely 72
(-) Art book still not here.
(-) Campus bookstore being noo help
(-) Still no job
(-) Still no health insurance
(-) My toe
(+) OTH Tonight

new 90210 is weird.
that's probably because i've been watching so much of the old.
but <3 dustin milligan and brenda!!
school sucks.
the ac being broken sucks.
having all of 2 friends sucks.
but not as much as fake ass friends :) ya knowww.
i want a job. somewhere should start hiring asap.
home life is booooring.
fay was exciting. by exciting i mean scary.
tornado 3 roads away. 3 very small roads.
hanna is on the way. just in time for my exam...awesome....not.
now it's time for a bath perfect ending to a bad day. yay :)

brr i'm always so cold.
going to new york july 11th til the 16th.
cousins graduation party.
back just in time for madeline's bday !! woohoo!
i want to read new moon.
i hope the books arrive tomorrow.
blahhhh

things have certainly changed since june.
and i miss everyone.
school sucks lol.

ew how did 4 yrs go by so fast?
despite not being able to graduate
today was a really good day. and
now i'm waiting on kevin to pick
me up so we can go watch everyone
graduate. but he should probably
hurry up since there will be no
parking and i dont wanna miss anything lol

i ruined my good mood by watching alpha dog.

lol i was watching kill bill and found it very funny that the cereal box the gun was in was kaboom haha.

Gunder said he's glad i've been in school.
pretty fucking gay ruoss has been missing.
because of some fucking slut. yeah i said it.
i mean HONESTLY. what girl w/a bf would say
she'd get naked w/ another guy? mmmhmm i said
that too.

got 105 on my chemistry test BUT a 50 in the class.
hahah homework needs to get done i guess?

i had something really important i wanted to get out
but now i forgot. so ooh well.

people piss me off. nothing new.

(+)putt putt
(+)jon & church boy.
(-)not taking pics w/ shannon
(+)la nop
(-)drew being in town
(+)me not knowing
(-)me now knowing
(+)hangin' out w/ rachel soon.
(-)not hangin' out w/ kevin after he promised for a week
(+) 2 jean skirts $5 each.
(-/+) cold weather coming soon?

hmm so did anybody die last night?
hah it was really sad last graduation us making bets how
many people would die haha geez.
i want a pedicure. and new hair. some lotion too.
now i must get clothed and shop online.

pirate day was the scariest day of my life.
and girls w/ facial hair..hmm?!

um why are people such alcoholics?
and when do they get over it?
especially those nastyyy green cove girls.
ew.

and why do people keep dyin'?
i mean yeah sure it's life w/e.
but we could at least spread this shit out.
RIP Blakey

as much as i thought the 3day weekend was terrible
nothing prepared me for this weekend. i thought kassie's
dad's viewing was one of the saddest things i'd have to
go to..and then came the funeral and burial. there isn't
much i can do for her or even say. and that kills me.
she is the strongest person i know and for her to have to
go through this is just...surreal. colby made me cry a lot.
he's too young to understand and one man that spoke told colby
and conner that kass and alex would be there to answer all
their questions they have about their dad. and i started crying.
i can't imagine not remembering my dad. not that i ever really think
about him anymore. but still. and thennn the folding of the flag
at the burial and the man handing it to mr sebastians wifey got me
cryin' again. and his sister was adorable in a totally heartbreaking
way. idk i guess i'm just really frustrated i can't do anything to
help kass.

talked to jesse today. for like .5 seconds. haa that was funny.
basically that's all my day consisted of. i passed out shortly
after getting home and woke up feeling quite ill. and now i'm still
exhausted. and drained. and just blahh. soo much schoolwork to do
tomorrow. save me?

The word SKETCHY needs to be done.
notttt even kidding.
can we say OVERUSED?
how about MISUSED?

i really really miss someone.
shoot me.

i haaaate science.
everything else is pretty bitchin'

R.I.P. Daddy....

despite my angry entry..i had a good time last night.
smoked. talked. hung out w/ some cool people. and i
just love olivia. kevin isn't so bad either lol.

today. madeline & ruoss time. that was fun. told LOTS
of stories lol. then food. AND I GOT A CAR! then eric
called ruoss. so 3 of us traveled to planet smoothie.
and after madeline had to leave. so pool time ensued
w/ ruoss. epod came towards the end. heard some
interesting things people have said.

missed my sisters visit. who is apparently moving to
gainesville. and um i just about cried. but i'm proud
that she's gonna be doin' her own thing. and i just love her.



KC: Remember when we were little and dad used to always take us to baskin robbins. you'd have to sample like every single flavor before you'd decide on what you actually wanted. and then once you did you'd realize that you didn't like it so you'd cry and dad would have to take you back in to get another cone.
MC: Is this another story about how growing up it was always about me?
KC: No. It was about you not trusting your instincts.
MC: Maybe I'm not built that way.
KC: So? It's a skill. Learn it. make a decision and stick with it. Remember what I used to always get?
MC: Gold medal ribbon.
KC: Every time. I figured I loved it. Why question it?

Kasey just told me Jenn Ciani shot and killed herself today...idk man. i havent seen her in awhile but i remember her bein so happy. it sucks bcuz things like this can be prevented.